Mahjong mania

Believe it or not, here comes the big bomb. I knew it was going to happen AGAIN very soon, but I promised myself to not let myself get involved, not even emotionally. Unfortunately, I don't think this issue will ever be settled once and for all if everyone keep defending and accusing each other. The only way to get it over with is to look past all these human mistakes (yes, we ALL make mistakes, and don't be afraid to admit it!), get down to the basics of asking God for forgiveness and start over. Sadly, nobody is humble enough to do that right now, and no matter how "holy" or spiritually filled you think you are, you'll never be good enough in God's eyes if you continue to add more fuel to this fire.

So there. Now please stop putting this weight on me, or on anybody else. Whatever happened to really forgiving and forgetting?! Forgiving means not critisizing others, even though they are wrong and are really intent in hurting you. Forgetting means looking PAST each others' faults and work together as churches, forming healthy spiritual networks, encouraging each other to grow in faith and unity.

Finally, I just want to say this to those who are stuck in going through broken relationships or networks. WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER! So put aside our differences and cooperate; love your enemies as you love yourself.

Anyway (a very big one), spring is officially here! *squeals* Though most of the trees are still "botak", it's only a matter of time when the leaves and flowers will bud, sending out that fresh spring fragrance. So excited!

Of course, my mood was super good yesterday. Music practice was AWESOME as always, and later on spent 3 hours discussing, praying and just singing songs with Alex and Raymond. Trying to pick up the very basics of guitar skills too. Learnt how to play mahjong last night. keke. Got addicted soon enough, and we ended up playing until 4am while eating steak and sausages. Uber funness!

Too bad holiday ends soon, back to lectures on Monday. Bleh.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i don't know what happened... but just by your post and jas' in xanga.. it's obviously major. sigh. this is really sad la. and highly annoying.

Jaysmeen said...

Hmmm...I 'm sorry for bringing this up again, but seriously, when is this going to end? We (my family) will be very glad to put this past behind us and have all these strained relationships restored, but definitely NOT with all these politics going on. What's worse, some people have been trying to tell our friends in EBC that they want nothing to do with EBC. Now, things are getting pretty sensitive. I really don't want this situation to get worse.