I should have known.
Have you ever felt a deep yearning to find out about something- a secret, exclusive information that no one else knew? But when you finally know what it is, you wished that you were better off NOT knowing about it. Because now that you DO know about this news, you don't know how to react, who to talk to, what to say.
I've always relied on my conscience, more than facts, on making decisions. And now that I've found out about this, it saddens me to know that I am once again, wrong.
Or maybe, at the very back of my head, I had always known it- but I made myself believe otherwise. I wanted to fix it, wanted to believe that I could do something about this to make it better. And then there's that other little voice that's telling me it's time to let go.
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I'm being really vague about this as I'll let you (who I feel need to know about this =P ) know in time. Don't worry though. I'm fine.
Anyway I'm looking forward to the last cell group session tonight =)
Have you ever felt a deep yearning to find out about something- a secret, exclusive information that no one else knew? But when you finally know what it is, you wished that you were better off NOT knowing about it. Because now that you DO know about this news, you don't know how to react, who to talk to, what to say.
I've always relied on my conscience, more than facts, on making decisions. And now that I've found out about this, it saddens me to know that I am once again, wrong.
Or maybe, at the very back of my head, I had always known it- but I made myself believe otherwise. I wanted to fix it, wanted to believe that I could do something about this to make it better. And then there's that other little voice that's telling me it's time to let go.
***
I'm being really vague about this as I'll let you (who I feel need to know about this =P ) know in time. Don't worry though. I'm fine.
Anyway I'm looking forward to the last cell group session tonight =)
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