my sweetest memory

wao. juz looking at stef's blog reminds me of NS again. i really dun care how other people think that i'm always repeating the same thing about how fun NS has been. i dun care them saying NS is tough or boring.

coz all i know is it has been the greatest experience of my whole life. well, my 18 years of life. it's what i've always wanted. without it, i don't know how i'd live my life today. it has made me a person i am today.

there, i learnt the meaning of determination, dicipline, patience, friendship, trust, and so much more. i learnt how to laugh out loud without a care in the world. i learnt how to cry without shame and also to comfort others. i learnt that friendship outlasts time. how ironic is this: i felt closer to my frens there whom i've known for 3 months much more better than my frens back home whom i've known since 10 years ago.

i've learnt to treasure what i have right now. even the smallest things that i've never even noticed. or the person i dislike now. i now know that all these is not an accident. all the people i've met has a purpose for being in my life.

there, we prayed together for a fren who had hysteria. there, we comforted a few frens who took extra pills. there, we did the very best for our team. there, we cherish every second of being together as we know we might NEVER cross paths again.

words just cannot express how much i've learnt and gained during the short period of 3 months. i wish that i can go thru it again every single day, but it's impossible. i just thank God again and again for making me this lucky. thank You so much!!! =)

this is the 'popular' song sang there. reminding us of those 3 AMAZING months...

Mungkin Nanti - Peterpan

Saatnya ku berkata
Mungkin yang terakir kalinya
Segala lepaskan semua
Ku yakin inilah waktunya

Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pinta jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kelmarin
Saat semua di sini

Dan bila hatimu termenung
Berundang di mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
Cerita saat bersamaku

Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pinta jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kelmarin
Saat semua di sini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
Simpan untuk mu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri

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