I finally got to play keyboard in church again, not even complaining that I spent more than 5 hours practising and playing during the weekend. Sunday worship led by bunny was better than the practice earlier in the morning, but everyone knew we could still perform better as a team. Anyway, I was really glad to be part of a familiar music team once again. And the feeling and syokness you get while jamming to a good song or even an unknown melody- indescribable.
Been helping out at mum's stationery shop quite a bit lately, but not full time though. At the same time, also trying to catch up with lost times and old friends you can always rely on. What's weird this time was the feeling I got when hanging out with old primary and secondary friends. Everyone's basically still the same, except for new hairdos, new relationships, new cars. And then I realised what had changed: ME. I no longer enjoy having those conversations where people gossip and mock others using sarcastic tones anymore. Here's an example. We were having a gathering one day when a friend of mind was on the phone trying to convince another friend to come along.
"Come lah XXX... why dun wan ler? Aiyo mai ane lah... How can u do that to us? Everyone is waiting for u wor.. aiyoyo... it wouldn't be the same without u mar.. yealoe..haiyo quick come liao.. if you dun come in 5 mins then u know ar... hmm... quick!!!" etc etc etc.
Get what I mean? And that useless conversation went on for another 10 minutes. I tried telling her to stop coaxing the other friend since she made it really clear she wouldn't be able to make it. So all I'm saying is: What's the point?! And then I thought again: Was that me? Had I been like that before? Pushy, selfish, and inconsiderate? No offense to that good friend, but sadly I can say that I no longer knew her like I used to. And even when my other friend and I invited her for a yumcha session in the afternoon, her response was: "Dun wan lah. Too hot." After that, I just coudn't be bothered meeting up with my group of secondary school friends anymore. Why can't they be more sporting and enthusiastic like the youths in SFEC? *sad sad*
I found out my chemistry final exam result. Not good at all. Too embarrassing to post it up here. Gah. Not even trying to imagine what my biology and psychology results might be. Even my mum went HAR?! SURE ONOT? when I told her my chem result. Lesson learnt: study earlier and harder next time, like they always say.
5 days again before I leave for KL-Auckland-Christchurch-Dunedin. It's weird saying this, but I MISS THE COLD WEATHER.
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