It's finally time for a short holiday after the first phase of SPM. The second phase will resume on 22 Nov, after Raya celebration. That's when the tough subjects will be tested, namely Physics, Chem, and Bio. But I'm definitely glad that 5 subjects are over, and I've only have to sit for the remaining 6 subjects.
Though it's holiday season now, I can barely feel the excitement of it this time. Agfa is back, but I doubt that I would have the time to hang out with her. In short, I feel pathetic. Staying at home all day, studying and studying really has taken its toll on me. haha. After all this, on the afternoon of 3 Dec, I'd look forward to throw all my books, tension, and worries away. But for only a short while. Why? Coz waiting for me after SPM are many events, not boring though - Youth camp, National Service, and getting ready to head overseas for further studies. Yikes.
So basically, there isn't enough time for anyone to rest in this real life. Everything is fast-moving, and those who cannot take it will be left out. haha.
I chatted more to Ron two days ago, and he shared some personal things with me. I was really shocked that he was so open about that topic and blurted out everything to me just like that. So I'm stumped about how I should give him the proper advice to settle his 'problem'. I've tried once, but it seems like he's immune to it. Should I ask other people for 2nd opinion, or not make a big fuss out of this? I understand that almost every teenage guy experiences this problem, though they don't tell people about it, but somehow, I feel like a big sister and want so desperately to help him. Lord, please tell me what should I do...
I've been lazy to blog, so I won't blog as frequently as before. Things change, and so have my priorities.
Though it's holiday season now, I can barely feel the excitement of it this time. Agfa is back, but I doubt that I would have the time to hang out with her. In short, I feel pathetic. Staying at home all day, studying and studying really has taken its toll on me. haha. After all this, on the afternoon of 3 Dec, I'd look forward to throw all my books, tension, and worries away. But for only a short while. Why? Coz waiting for me after SPM are many events, not boring though - Youth camp, National Service, and getting ready to head overseas for further studies. Yikes.
So basically, there isn't enough time for anyone to rest in this real life. Everything is fast-moving, and those who cannot take it will be left out. haha.
I chatted more to Ron two days ago, and he shared some personal things with me. I was really shocked that he was so open about that topic and blurted out everything to me just like that. So I'm stumped about how I should give him the proper advice to settle his 'problem'. I've tried once, but it seems like he's immune to it. Should I ask other people for 2nd opinion, or not make a big fuss out of this? I understand that almost every teenage guy experiences this problem, though they don't tell people about it, but somehow, I feel like a big sister and want so desperately to help him. Lord, please tell me what should I do...
I've been lazy to blog, so I won't blog as frequently as before. Things change, and so have my priorities.

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