SPM...here i come

Yesterday~

The house phone line just went dead. Dead, as in no dialtone at all. Hmm, quite weird. It's like someone cut off the line in those scary movies when you most needed the phone and the serial killer is just behind you. So the time I post this is not the time I wrote this. Ok, enough crap~

So I'm really feeling crappy right now. I don't feel like studying, I don't feel like revising. What is wrong with me anyway? It's SPM tomorrow, for Pete's sake. The world has officially gone topsy-turvy. Sheesh. I've tried it all, singing in the bathroom, going for a walk, to lazing in front of the tv for a few hours watching mtv all day. But still no effect on me. Bleh.

Anyways, mum and I went to the education agent again today, talked more about my future studies. Blah blah. I asked her about staying in Residential Halls, which is more fun and activity-filled. But the price is also much higher than homestay. But hey, it's gonna be entirely uni and hall life. Must be interesting. Plus, I can choose from 4 great halls, not to mention almost all halls come with single bedrooms, DVD and movie room (woah...), study room, personal computer, free phone line, free laundry etc. So it offers everything and much more for about NZ dollar 200++ a week. *gasp* Yeah, a week I said. Converted to M'sian ringgit, that's about 400 bucks a week, over a thousand per month, just for accomodation. Winter clothes cost more then NZ 500. I really do feel pity for my parents.

Not being at school on Monday mornings is very weird. People always say that you won't miss school until you've really stopped going there. No wonder I'm so edgy all day. The whole of my body itch, though not literally. Now I can't even phone Kel or Jess because there's no line!!! Ahhhh...this is so pathetic. What to do now...what to do now.... Boredom is killing me now. Ughhhh. Damn the Telekom people. Stupid idiots.

Today~

Yay...1st day of SPM is already over. Surprisingly, both Chinese papers weren't that hard as I thought it'd be. One of the essays is actually a model esaay I had looked through a loooong time ago. So you know the rest of the story. I did my best, now just have to pray for the examiner to give me an A. haha.

Things get weird during the exam season. Last night, I said my prayer, had my quiet time, and off the lights at around 11.30 pm. After almost 2 hours of turning around, I still couldn't sleep. Sheesh, I was so frustrated then, I was really worried that I'd be groggy or tired and couldn't write the essays. So after that, I went to my parents' room and slept there. Thank God I finally rest all my thoughts and had at least four hours of sleep. There's no test tomorrow, doing revision on Add Mx. Yeah...that's one of my fav papers to sit for, but dunno why.

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