Everything seems to be going on well. Actually, I couldn't wish for a better way to spend my holidays after SPM. But somehow, I feel as if there's something missing. The feeling you get when you've packed for a journey and yet a sixth sense tells you that you've forgotten something important.
I think I know what it is. It's just a guess... and I don't want to be oversensitive. But what else can I do when my emotions take control? sighz... Maybe things will return to normal after I buy my handphone tomorrow.
Speaking of which, dad just pulled out 2000 ringgit from his wallet and threw it on the bed. My first reaction: omigosh... he thinks that I'm selfish. When I think it over: Am I really that selfish, and yet don't realize it? My parents work so hard each day, and they have so much bills to pay. And yet, here I am, sitting comfortably waiting for their money so that I can go out and buy a cool, expensive handphone. Not only that, I've pratically planned my whole week with my friends, thus neglecting my mum who is working full time at her new shop.
I feel terrible. Maybe I should be more sensitive to THEIR feelings instead of mine for once. And realize how much they had sacrificed for me to make me happy. Mum, dad, I know I don't say this much, but I really do appreciate and love you guys!
I think I know what it is. It's just a guess... and I don't want to be oversensitive. But what else can I do when my emotions take control? sighz... Maybe things will return to normal after I buy my handphone tomorrow.
Speaking of which, dad just pulled out 2000 ringgit from his wallet and threw it on the bed. My first reaction: omigosh... he thinks that I'm selfish. When I think it over: Am I really that selfish, and yet don't realize it? My parents work so hard each day, and they have so much bills to pay. And yet, here I am, sitting comfortably waiting for their money so that I can go out and buy a cool, expensive handphone. Not only that, I've pratically planned my whole week with my friends, thus neglecting my mum who is working full time at her new shop.
I feel terrible. Maybe I should be more sensitive to THEIR feelings instead of mine for once. And realize how much they had sacrificed for me to make me happy. Mum, dad, I know I don't say this much, but I really do appreciate and love you guys!
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