We love our country, don't we?

Ever wondered where Namewee, the Malaysian guy who produced/sang the controversial "Negarakuku" is now? Or what he's been up to?

FYI: In case you haven't heard of 15Malaysia, it is a short films project, featuring *the best young filmmakers" in Malaysia. As the project name suggests, it showcases 15 short films, 3 of which have been released and can be viewed for free on the website here. The rest will be released periodically.

Back to Namewee. So apparently he's back in Malaysia. And tada- here's a funny short film featuring the infamous man himself:


Another one produced by the most talented Yasmin Ahmad (she passed away recently), well known for her heartwarming Petronas/Chinese New Year ads on tv. Here's "Chocolate".


I especially love the last one. A student gets a scholarship abroad, mum's pushing him to go "for a better future in another country", yet he doesn't want to leave his friends behind OR leave his mum behind with her bf who's just using her.

Looking forward to watching the other films!

Oh, by the way, a note to Auckland people: I'm heading up north for a visit after exams/before graduation! :) Revisiting Welly (yay May may!!!) on the 15th of Nov, then up to Aucks on 24th. And who knows where after that; I've only booked a one way ticket ;)

being a slave to deadlines

random art around uni

I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeaking out!!!

3000 words a week- that's what I'm freaking out about. Due this Monday are methods+materials and results, next Monday discussion. I'm aiming to squeeze 3000 words into intro, 3000 into methods+materials, 3000 for results (maybe 4000) and the rest (up to 6000) for discussion. Plus or minus, leaving space for references, which is already 60 ish for intro only.

Imagine writing a loooooong lab report- instead of writing up work you did for 2 days, this is covering all the work I've done during the past 6 months. I'm estimating methods alone will add up to 20 pages or so. I'm 90% done with methods though, only 30% or so on results :(

On top of that, other papers are demanding that I start studying for them. Another paper to discuss/present in class on Wednesday. Oh and the exam timetable is out. I found out that 2 of the papers I'm taking will be examined back-to-back on the 29th and 30th October!!!! That's like, less than 1 month to concentrate on 2 papers after I hand in the dissertation (on 2nd Oct).

And my left eye is red and irritated; not from the lack of sleep but rather from the long hours of staring at my laptop screen typing and editing graphs.

I need something/someone to help keep me sane. To help me compartmentalise all the commitments I've agreed to take part in. Even if it's just a shout out for lunch/coffee break to snatch me away from my laptop for half an hour, but please don't be offended if I really can't and have to say no.

Argh. Ok anyway just a short update on what I've been busying to, in case you wonder. I'll be "free-er" after the 24th of Aug, which is after I hand in my draft for discussion. Well, not really, the full draft is due the Monday after that, but yeah FREE-ER, I hope. Urm providing that I'm not too busy planning for Michelle's baby shower and my own birthday dinner party ;) More details on that soon.

Blah-ing my heart out

I can't laughing after watching a short commentary on this supposedly holistic doctor, Dr Lipman's "theory" about people being ahem "spent" and how we should all do these things listed below to avoid being spent:

P.S. I mean COME ON, who deliberately puts the title MD behind his/her website just to emphasize that he/she is a doctor?! That's just being putting the "ooh and aaah-ing" factor into people's heads, especially those that think that doctors are always right- no offense to all you med students out there, I'm only referring to this nutcase.

(words in red are what I personally think about this idiotic "spent syndrome'' being a pandemic)

CUT OUT CAFFEINE
Eliminating caffeine, particularly coffee, from your diet is essential to overcome exhaustion.Caffeine is a powerful stimulant that can stay in your body for up to seven hours - or longer if you are taking oral contraceptives - blocking sleep neurotransmitters and over-exciting adrenal glands. Alcohol is equally disruptive. It cuts oxygen to the brain and is high in sugar.

Well, OK. We get it, caffeine is bad for you. But hey, unlike you just sitting around signing autographs and answering questions that we already know the answers to for decades, some of us have lives that without caffeine, will fail to function. Excessive caffeine is bad, yes, but up to 3 cups a day of coffee is good for the soul, or in my case, helps me focus on writing up my thesis. The dude's obviously has a grudge against Starbucks. And making coffee sound as bad as alcohol? That's just so unprofessional.

CUT OUT SUGAR
Overwhelming your body with sugar can put enormous stress on hormones - when you crash from a sugar high your adrenal glands kick in and release cortisol, a steroid-like substance, to help lift you. Over time, your adrenal glands exhaust themselves trying to regulate your sugar levels, leaving you feeling washed out. Cut out sugar and artificial sweeteners, but don't go cold turkey overnight. Replace empty sugars, such as carbonated drinks, with fruit smoothies. Load up on superfoods such as berries and broccoli to help your body rebalance. Glutamine supplements reduce craving by tricking the body into thinking it is getting glucose.

Sugar is sugar, and glutamine is an amino acid (which is what sugar is made out of). So this whole paragraph seems irrelevant to me.

NO PROCESSED FATS
Like sugar, processed fats and processed foods are toxic to the body, particularly if you're run down. Avoid hydrogenated fats and trans fats as they not only increase bad cholesterol, they also block the uptake of good fatty acids such as omegas three, six and nine - needed for healthy brain functions, eyes, joints and skin.

-_________- How are they toxic again? I'm sorry, but using "bad cholesterol" and "good fatty acids" just sounds so commercial to me.

EAT EARLY, EAT WELL
By midday, the body's metabolism is reaching its peak, so make breakfast and lunch the largest meals of the day and include a larger proportion of proteins and fats. As daylight wanes, the body clock slows down the secretion of active hormones and our metabolism. If you eat late, include nutrient-packed carbohydrates like fruit, vegetables and whole grains that will help you relax and detoxify while you sleep.

Carbs help us relax??? Dumbo

MAKE YOUR FOOD MORE COLOURFUL
Phytonutrients are the biologically active substances responsible for giving foods their smell, flavour and colour - and they're also thought to protect the body from disease, acting as anti-inflammatory, detoxifying, hormone-balancing agents.The colours in fruit and vegetables house more than 20,000 beneficial chemicals.

Ah, like what mum always say. Eat the greens, the oranges, the pretty peas. Oh wait, isn't this news like 10,000-years old already?

SLEEP SMARTER
The first rule for better sleep is don't watch TV in bed - don't use your bed for anything other than sleep or sex. Many of us are photosensitive, so the light from your TV will make your body think it is still daylight. Taking small doses of the hormone melatonin (0.5 milligrams) can help you fall asleep.

Ooo the big word "photosensitive" -__- I wonder what the long term effects of taking a hormone as a daily supplement; apparently some think it's not safe (it's illegal to be sold OTC in Germany btw).

BREATHE PROPERLY
Take a 'breathing break' before you go to bed to aid a relaxed deep sleep. Find a comfortable space, sit down and spend five minutes concentrating on breathing deeply in and out. It is a great way to settle the mind and relax the body.

snicker snicker snicker

CHOOSE GENTLE EXERCISE
Yoga is a great way for stressed-out bodies to stretch and relax without using up too much energy. Also, practise good posture, which is essential to help balance your body. SOAK UP THE SUN There is no greater healer than the sun, so make the most of lighter nights and brighter days to give your whole body a boost.

Of course, Vit D being good to us isn't something new anyway.


BLAH BLAH. So basically this guy just a book about things that (a) we had already known for decades - i.e. sun being good for us, veges and greens being the healthier option, (b) mishing and mashing everything that keeps us healthy in a book, which probably costs US$30 or so, and (c) targeting the increasing group of people who have their shelves filled with self-help books ("I have tried everything but nothing works!") and nod at everything he says like in a Dr Phil show/cult (see the Dr-title trend here?)

Bah. What a waste of intellectual resource. My advice to him: (1) either give all the profits from the selling of his books to poor, poverty-stricken children in 3rd whole countries, or (2) give up this holistic/cult-ish doctor thing and go back to being an actual doctor and help people who are actually physically sick, not trying to convince the healthy that they aren't.

So yeah, long rant about this poo-of-a-person. What a shame. I feel sorry for him and his so-called followers.

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Writing up is slowly picking up pace. 9 pages for methods/materials so far. Still haven't done any writeup for results sections yet eeeks. And it's all due by Monday. Don't freak out don't freak out don't freak out.



Found this circulating around Facebook. Pretty cool, eh?

moments are meant to last

Some photos taken during the midwinter Christmas event last night:

pretty candles

sharon & her SE phone

lots and lots of Jaffas

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I can't wait for this movie- "My Lovely Bones" to be released in December.

Directed by Peter Jackson, with big names including Mark Wahlberg (he had me at "Planet of the Apes", as sad and depressing the ending was) and Rachel Weisz (totally enchanting in "The Fountain" with the hunky Hugh Jackman)- yeap I'm a big movie buff.

Synopsis of the movie:

An adaptation of the Alice Sebold best-selling novel, "The Lovely Bones" tells the story of Susie Salmon, who is murdered, but continues to observe her family on Earth after her death. Although she is detached from the world she once knew, Susie witnesses the impact of her loss on her loved ones, whilst her killer skillfully covers his tracks and prepares to murder again. In a tone that is both emotionally truthful, and darkly humorous, Susie tries to balance her desire for vengeance against the love she feels for her family and her need to see them heal; and ultimately comes to understand that the concept of family can encompass both the living and the dead.
Watch the official trailer here- Peter Jackson even gave an intro of it (gosh he's so skinny now!)

It kind of reminds me of the movie "What dreams may come", actually- which is, of course, one of my all time favourites. Thanks Lenik for recommending me that movie years ago!

I've always wanted to read the novel- seen it around the bookstores but never got around to buying it as I was busy collecting/reading all the Jodi Picoult books heheh. Trademe has a few selling for $10 or less, might just get one copy since the library doesn't stock new books.

I love watching movies. There's one for every occassion, one to evoke every emotion possible. I love my movies without interruption; which is why I do get slightly annoyed if the person next to me asks me heaps of questions on what's happening in the middle of one (IMDB gives great reviews and plot summaries). Anyway, I went to watch the movie "Maria Larssons eviga ögonblick" aka "Everlasting Moments", a Swedish/Finnish movie about photography just now- absolutely brilliant and I left the Regent theatre with a smile and a greater appreciation for art & history :) I give it a 9.5 out of 10.

Almost there

Need air. Need space. Need time alone, away from the lab- which I seem to be spending about 9 hours per day in.

A few more experiments to go- yipee! Not that I hate running experiments, but the routine and feeling of utter disappointment of NOT getting good results is tiring. Though I'm comforted by the PhD students in the lab saying that having all your experiments work out "the way it should" doesn't necessarily mean 1st class honours. It is science, anyway. I guess if you think about it, expecting something to work a certain way isn't much of a discovery. So yeah, I'm about 95% done with my lab work (the extremely high costs of me running each experiment seem to limit that), so I'll probably be done by next week.

I'm still going back to the lab on a Saturday (tomorrow) though- gosh I feel like a nerd. A lab nerd.

Got my draft for introduction back from my supervisor, with heaps of correction on it :P which is a good thing though, he's very thorough and precise with what I need to change to make it more comprehensible and being the perfect intro to my results/discussion. Next- methods/materials/results due by the Monday after next.

Well, at least things are slowly falling into place now.

*deep breath*

Year end Aussie trip seems unlikely now. Don't be too surprised if I end up going to Egypt for a random tour trip instead. Fresh air in a totally different environment/country would do me good. Or maybe even dreaming about it tonight might help.

Other than that, I'm in perfect health. No swine flu. No coughs. Surprise, surprise- perfect health all winter this year. Yay to seasonal flu jabs, not sure if being in a lab so often helped me gained immunity to the bugs though. Mum totally made my day yesterday when I received the parcel (full of maggi mee and 5-in-1 instant coffee MMMMMM) from Malaysia, with a note attached "Don't waste! Can claim from you! love Mum" (something alone the line). Mum even included the receipt of the stuff she bought to claim the cost from me :P How cute, right?

It's times like these when I miss family :) Can't wait for mum and dad to come over end of this year for my graduation YAY!