escape's not the answer

Have you ever felt so excited for something to happen? A drastic change, maybe? But once it gets nearer to that day, you begin to feel nervous and anxious about it. Imagine a panic attack.

That's what's sitting for SPM is all about. Part of me hopes that it will be over anytime soon so that I can fianlly chill out and relax all day long. But another part of me hope that it will not happen that soon. What do I really want then?

But there's no escaping it, of course. Just have to study like mad for this last month (3 weeks plus actually), sit for it in a nother dreadful month, then finally flap my wings and fly away...

Haha. A little dramatic... but what I really want is to do something different after SPM, well, besides National Service that is. Something more meaningful. Is youth camp enough? By the way, the camp date's changed to 9-11 Dec, whatever the reasons.

Still have Add Mx test tomorrow, then EST on Friday and the worst of all worse... Chemistry on Monday. Aiks. Getting an A seems so far away...

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