As SPM draws ever near, the tension in school really begins to show. Today 7 didn't show up for school, including Jul. They think that the school won't bother to take any action against them (as always), but Mr. Bong amde it clear that whoever skips school in this last two weeks will have their testimonials blacklisted in some sort of way. Actually this won't happen at all if the bald headmaster would just give us study leave (like many other schools) and save many the trouble of buying fake sick leave...
Mock exam results are ok gua...except for chinese. blah. I'm just forever sucky in that subject, no matter how hard I study for it. bluekkk... Still not happy that when I asked my chinese teacher to add 1 more mark...just 1 more mark to help me get at least a B, she ended up cutting 2 marks off my paper again...which leaves me with 58 marks only... sheesh. Anyway, I don't really care about what position I'd get in the class already, unlike other exams, dunno why exactly... maybe I'm more matured now??? nahhh..maybe I'm not that keen on competing with other people now. What's the real point of competing? Is it not to prove that you're better then others? Thinking back on 3 or 4 years ago, I still remembered how we practically demanded that the teachers add just 1 more mark to every subject...and even went to the point of arguing 1 hour for 1 stupid question. Those were the days...
I'm really moody these days... and headachy too. But thank God for those relaxing worship songs I bought...really helped soothe me down. There's so many things to study, yet so little time... 11 subjects altogether, how to study all in less than 2 weeks???
Mock exam results are ok gua...except for chinese. blah. I'm just forever sucky in that subject, no matter how hard I study for it. bluekkk... Still not happy that when I asked my chinese teacher to add 1 more mark...just 1 more mark to help me get at least a B, she ended up cutting 2 marks off my paper again...which leaves me with 58 marks only... sheesh. Anyway, I don't really care about what position I'd get in the class already, unlike other exams, dunno why exactly... maybe I'm more matured now??? nahhh..maybe I'm not that keen on competing with other people now. What's the real point of competing? Is it not to prove that you're better then others? Thinking back on 3 or 4 years ago, I still remembered how we practically demanded that the teachers add just 1 more mark to every subject...and even went to the point of arguing 1 hour for 1 stupid question. Those were the days...
I'm really moody these days... and headachy too. But thank God for those relaxing worship songs I bought...really helped soothe me down. There's so many things to study, yet so little time... 11 subjects altogether, how to study all in less than 2 weeks???
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