random thoughts...

Haiyz...stupid com got hanged again and made me lose my entry. grrr...

Anyway, sat for Add Mx papers today. The questions are getting harder and harder...and that 2 1/2 hours was horrible la. Not only I almost forgotten some of the 'rumus', my eyelids felt incredibly heavy this morning, and the wooden stool was damn uncomfortable. sheesh. I had to squirm every 5 mins or so and move my butt around, I wonder if Jordan, who was sitting next to me, noticed that or not. aiks. The school is still so 'kiam siat' in buying better chairs for the comfort of us, poor students. What to do when you study in a lousy school, with lousy teachers and a bald headmaster whose have extreme eye problems. No wonder his visions aren't that far.

Stumbled upon many blogs today...really interesting when you notice how people write stuff. A guy wrote everything and described himself in the third person. But most of them just crapped. Yeah, like me. So what's the real meaning in blogging? To be heard and seen or just for the fun of it? This is actually my fourth blog journal now...am I really that choosy? Hmm...the first one was okay, but too dull. Second made all the free users pay...hmpf! Got really bored with the third one, and I can't even change the htmls and stuff. This is the fourth, so I hope it'll last... at least for another few months. So I guess it'll be abandoned when I'm going for National Service by December then.

I've had so many crushes before...each one different from the other. But every one of them had been really *interesting*. haha. Fun memories. Nice to think back and just dwell on those hysterical moments. sighhhh. Not sure how I feel about my current crush though...it's weird, really weird. Hmm. Nevermind, I'm sure it'll go away some time soon. I still think it's best for us to just reamin friends...don't wanna lose what we've got.

Just some reading material from a random page...

The Perfect Guy:

• The way they always know how to make you smile when you are down
• How they try to secretly smell your hair or your perfume, but you always notice
• How they stick up for you, but still respect your independence
• How they are so wrapped up in everything else, but still have time for you
• The way their arms fit firmly and comfortably around you
• The way they hint that they want to kiss you
• The way their hands always find yours
• How cute they are when they really want something and how they beg for it
• How they never run out of new games to play to hint that they like you
• How they never run out of good jokes. Even if the jokes are bad you appreaciate the effort to make you laugh
• How they never run out of compliments
• How they are funny, but know when to be serious
• The way they are patient when you take forever to get ready, and the look they give you when you finish that makes you feel it was worth every second
• How they react when you hit them and it actually hurts
• The way they smile
• The way they kiss you
• The way they try to hide that one stuffed animal when you come over
• The way they act like Mr. Big
• The way they apologize for acting like Mr. Big
• The way they ask you for a pen in class and you know they have one
• How they are blasting the music when they pick up the phone, and sometimes even blasting 'our' song
• How they turn it off when they notice that you are on the phone
• The look they make that gives you butterflies in your stomach
• The way they hug you on a bad day and the clouds seem to lift