It's now only 20 days till SPM, and 50 days till graduation from high school. oh gosh...time really flies swiftly, especially when you're having fun. Not to say that 5 years of high school years were very fun and exciting, but the experience is really valuable, and many things had happened, things that made me stronger. Yes, I'll really miss those times we gossip behind teachers' backs, or just playing silly games with close friends, joking around with the guys, and just wearing school uniform. I'll miss those little things soon enough.
Graduation. Such a big word. It means breaking out from your comfort zone and start a new unknown life in the world out there. I've been so comfortable spending my last 17 years under the wings of my parents and friends, but now it's almost time to finally begin a new chapter of my life. I'd be lying if I say I'm not afraid. I don't know what the future holds for me. I don't know what kind of person I'd turn out to be 5 years from now. I don't know what course I'm going to take and in which university. So many choices, yet I don't know how to make one decision.
Everyone wants to grow up and be an adult. But the idea of being an adult actually scares me right now. Maybe not an adult yet, but definitely a more independant person... esp if I were to further my studies overseas. It's gonna be a new environment, new people, new experience... whch means I have to start everything over again, from the beginning.
But whatever my future is, I trust that God has a great plan for me. And no matter what my paths are going to lead, He'd surely guide me and pick me up if I fall.
Graduation. Such a big word. It means breaking out from your comfort zone and start a new unknown life in the world out there. I've been so comfortable spending my last 17 years under the wings of my parents and friends, but now it's almost time to finally begin a new chapter of my life. I'd be lying if I say I'm not afraid. I don't know what the future holds for me. I don't know what kind of person I'd turn out to be 5 years from now. I don't know what course I'm going to take and in which university. So many choices, yet I don't know how to make one decision.
Everyone wants to grow up and be an adult. But the idea of being an adult actually scares me right now. Maybe not an adult yet, but definitely a more independant person... esp if I were to further my studies overseas. It's gonna be a new environment, new people, new experience... whch means I have to start everything over again, from the beginning.
But whatever my future is, I trust that God has a great plan for me. And no matter what my paths are going to lead, He'd surely guide me and pick me up if I fall.
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